U Gotta Be Kiddin Me This is a blog about me, my life and my family!

For the past couple of days, I've been feeling blue, bitchy, moody and whatever else. Every little thing just pisses me off right now. I cried over watching the news today about the Eagle this Man raise, let him fly by him while he has his parachute he flew with the eagle right by his side. Then I cried over the Boy Scout camp that was devastated on my Son's Birthday this year in Iowa. How they rebuilt the Rangers house and a couple was there who lost their Son. I just started crying because its such an emotional time for them. For their Son to be involved in a organization, then to have his life taken away doing what he enjoyed. It scares me for my OWN Son. He loves his Boy Scouts, this past weekend he spent camping with his Dad at the Scout camp. They did alot of bb gun, sling shot activities and other guns. Now I don't approve of Gun stuff whatsoever. But I feel if he is taught the correct way, to learn about safety I think it would put my mind at ease because I absolutely HATE guns. We have another campout this weekend for HALT, which is Halloween at Loud Thunder. Its supposed to get really cold come Friday Night. I have a feeling, We may be coming home. Its supposed to be colder than the two nights we spent at the other camp ground in April which was pretty cold. I got to get up and make dinner. We are having pork chops. We have two left, one for me and one for my Son. Then maybe some mac n cheese. Sounds gooooood to me.

Thursday Nights are MY nights to have the television. I know it sounds horrific but you know what, who cares. OMGosh...Mariah Carey is married to Nick Cannon. like omy goodness. That was a quick engagement. I guess money can buy almost anything....and from what I've been reading..they signed no pre-nup. I simply do not like that woman due to the fact she snubbed her fans. Being a celebrity has its pros and cons. If you simply cannot accept the fact that you have fans and can't commit to your duty. Then at least apologize to your fans and make it up to them. I think I lost my respect for her when she decided she wanted to be a Butterfly. Oh whatever floats your boat sweetheart.

I was really upset a couple of weeks ago when their site was down.  So far for all the new release coming out I have done really good with getting them.  When their site was down and I wanted The Mist, since their site was down I was SOOL.  So now it said I have a Very Long Wait.  So I said F it, and went to the video store and rented it., along with Awake.  that movie was so messed up.  The only thing was I could sit there and just feel the pain he went thru.  Because I went thru the same stuff during my carpal tunnal surgery.  Especially when your sitting there, with nothing I could do.  I felt like no one was watching me and from the bruising on my hands it definitely wasn't apart of what should of happened.  I never returned to that doctor.  I don't know what to do about it.  Because I felt and heard things I wasn't supposed to.  And I know they heard me because I did say something to them.  About feeling the wetness on my hands, and the nurse goes, you can feel that?  Well yah...otherwise I would not of said that.  I posed about it here and it still sits with me.

I love it, how I wasn't called back to my job after 2/3 years.  With no explanation whatsoever besides the District Manager didn't want me back.  NO OTHER reason given.   I often wonder if it was because I didn't kiss his a$$.  I beg to differ on anyone's reaction.  I will never kiss anyone's a$$.   NEVER.  I will never be anyone's bitch either.  I do things on my own, work independently and work hard.  When I am given a assignment.  I get it done, and done immediately.  I don't wait.   I could really care less anymore about the old job, its in the past...new beginnings.  New starts, new everything.  And no I am not talking any job online either.  Since I do work for a online paid blogging company, I would never talk bad about them.  They rock and are awesome.  Right now, pretty grateful for them.