Jan 06 2010
I think I can speak clearly.
Recently an online friend lost her Aunt to that evil dragon Cancer. It seems to take alot of our loved ones away, and it doesn't take them away in a nice manner. What a lot of us don't see is how evil Cancer is. And for some of us, its better that way. What I witnessed in my Grandmother's Death is something I wanted to keep my Sisters from seeing, but they did. I don't think they remember too much, I seen things that one should never have to see. Its a side of Cancer that people sometimes want to overlook but its something that I have to deal with on a daily basis. Its stuck in my head.
It doesn't go away. It sits there, and all of a sudden I lose it and start crying. It took me months to stop crying everyday. It had been right before Christmas when I finally had no more tears. Up until yesterday when my online friend posted she had lost her Aunt. It brought back more memories but these tears were good tears as she got me thinking about the good times with my Grandma!!!
