U Gotta Be Kiddin Me

Recently an online friend lost her Aunt to that evil dragon Cancer. It seems to take alot of our loved ones away, and it doesn't take them away in a nice manner. What a lot of us don't see is how evil Cancer is. And for some of us, its better that way. What I witnessed in my Grandmother's Death is something I wanted to keep my Sisters from seeing, but they did. I don't think they remember too much, I seen things that one should never have to see. Its a side of Cancer that people sometimes want to overlook but its something that I have to deal with on a daily basis. Its stuck in my head. It doesn't go away. It sits there, and all of a sudden I lose it and start crying. It took me months to stop crying everyday. It had been right before Christmas when I finally had no more tears. Up until yesterday when my online friend posted she had lost her Aunt. It brought back more memories but these tears were good tears as she got me thinking about the good times with my Grandma!!!

Right now we are watching House Hunters, and it shows potential home buyers and they have a check list of stuff for their new homes, of things that they want. Like the one today, the guy was specific in wanting one of those outdoor fireplaces and fire pit. He also wanted an area to have a garden as well! It was so interesting watching these shows, and how picky some people are! I guess I would be too, after all you would be living in that house forever. I can't wait to get moved so I can actually have a place that is alot bigger and ALOT warmer all year round.