I have been doubting myself for a long while now. I don't know what or where I am doing or going. I feel so lost. I feel like my life has been turned upside down since my Grandma passed away. It took so much away from my Mom. I really dislike what has become of my family. To me, her death has torn our family apart.
Is my Grandparents 50th Wedding Anniversary. They are so excited, 50 years a long time to be together. They even went out and got some pink and purple promotional pens with their names on it and 50th Wedding Anniversary. So sweet. I am hoping to make it to the party as money has been tight and its an hour away, so hopefully the weather holds up well enough. I guess we will see.
Our Family has hit a road block. It seems, that certain people in our family had made a decision that should of never happened. So in return, they are now stuck in between homes. Living with my Sister, but knowing my Sister she is extremely picky. Sometimes a little too much. She says that's the way she lives and how she is, we all know that. Way too well. And here I am the oldest and should be the one with a bigger house and all. Well I live in a shoebox and I am frustrated beyond myself. I love my Family but I do not know how much more I can simply take right now. I really don't.
And saw Everyone's Fine. It was a good movie, heartwarming and keep asking myself what was the hidden message behind the whole movie. To me, it was all so true. Basically we all keep stuff from our parents, sometimes we tell the whole truth and others we don't. Each one of the kids on that movie they were hiding something. I pretty much figured out the one girl right away when she went into this nice apartment with modern sofas and you could tell, it wasn't her taste. If you know what I mean. But all in all, it was a very good movie.
I've been really busy these last three days that alot of my stuff has been neglected but it was all for a good reason. My Parents really didn't like the house they were living in, so they moved out. Boy that was fun. I hate moving with a passion.
I was given the opportunity to test out adental mouth guard from Dentek. I was so excited about this. I was diagnosed a couple years ago of grinding my teeth at night. I would wake up from jaw pain, headaches and some mornings would be difficult just to talk. So when I got the mouth guard I immediately went in and got it ready. I admit I was a bit nervous. I have issues with my gag reflex and I have a fear of choking. I like to think a lot of people have this.
It was so easy to do, I was shocked at how fast, simple and easy it was. I got it done. But I think the biggest thing for me was wearing it to bed. I was scared. But...to my surprise it wasn't that big of a deal. I for a few minutes didn't do so well the first 5 minutes. So I guess you can say it was a mind over matter thing for me. I have worn it for about a week now, and to this day my jaw pain has diminished greatly. I am so excited that I didn't have to spend that $300 for the custom fitted mouth guards from my Dentist. I made a video review and yes I am in it. Don't be alarmed, was having a bad hair day. So here you go, enjoy and tell me what you think!!!
We all don't live in the best of places unless you have tons of money. Well with the way the economy is nowadays its very tight and living expenses are outrageous. My Grandparents used to live in one of those manufactured homes and they lived in it for years. It was cheap living and had their own place that was paid for. I miss that place cause it was a cute little home. But they moved to the country and love their home now. It fits them just perfect.
A couple weeks ago my Son fell at school and hurt his hand. He's been dealing with it, but still able to use it so we didn't think anything was wrong. Well, the doctor seems to think its a certain bone that is fractured the first Xray didn't find anything. So next week, if he is still in pain I am going to a ortho doctor. Not going to mess with a regular doctor again. I feel as if they don't know what they are doing.
Not this weekend, but the following it is my Boyfriend's weekend to have Christmas with his kids since, he's made it a point that they spend that day with their Mother. So we are hoping that his Parents come down here since we went up there last year. I really don't want to travel.
We did however re-arrange the living room, I wish I had a TV wall mount so we could eliminate the TV stand and we would have that much more room in this tiny small house. We have to move the freezer out of the dining room to make more room in here if we decide to do dinner here. Let's HOPE!
I am in the middle of making some scalloped potatoes with Ham and then some Chicken. I am so excited. This is my first shot at homemade scalloped potatoes. I hope it turns out well. I am nervous....lol.
So did everyone have a good Thanksgiving? Mine was ok, the best part was being with my Grandparents, I love my Parents too but I know time is short with everyone and I really enjoyed them.
