U Gotta Be Kiddin Me This is a blog about me, my life and my family!

I got up today, as I got to sleep in..whoot so happy. Well when I woke up I found out that my Boyfriend's job decided to lay him off AGAIN. He was there almost a year, laid him off in March/April I think then he went back there and he started back up over a week ago. Then bam...they did it again. It seems, just when we are getting our foot in the door it gets slammed again. Well then, my Washer decided to have PMS today. First off this washer is a year old. It was a gift from our local newspaper because in 2007 my basement at my old place flooded and I was nominated from my Son's daycare to be a family in need. Since I needed a new washer and dryer it was the perfect gift. Well, a year later its giving me grief. Why oh why? THENNNNN after checking my mail, I rec'd my notice from the IRS that I owed them $174...are you serious? So I gathered all my information and headed over to the IRS office. Oh yes, I sure did. Come to find out, I have a whole day of work ahead of me and I have to get it done, tomorrow. No if's and's or but's about it. Then I have to do the same for tax year 2008. Here's my opinion right now. BAH HUM BUG!!!!!!!! On top of all this, I will have two extra kids tomorrow morning. I sure hope they are good. I am so stressed over this its actually causing me heartburn...again.

I have to make an appt. with my doctor. For one I found a lump under my chest area and its freaking me out. Then two, my wrist has been bothering me. I have limited function in it right now, it hurts to lift anything with it. I hope she doesn't have a talk with me about arthritis cause I know that someday it will happen. Its destined for everyone. I would like to find something to help my bones and be able to live a decent lift. I know changing my diet will help big time. I am going to do some research on eating healthy.

It seems every year, I make a promise to myself that next year will be different. Yet, its a repeat of the previous year. I don't get it. I really need some good financial help right now, counseling that is. Something to help me to save my money. I am tired of Christmas always being a sham. I want to give so much but yet am very limited on resources right now. This blows.