On a more positive note.
I can't wait to get moved now even more. It seems the longer I stay around here, the more depressed I get. I have family but it seems more and more its drifting apart. Its not the same. Christmas this year is going to be the saddest one yet. We will be missing the one person we all aimed to please...Grandma. So this year, I am celebrating at home here with my current family. I will be fine. I hope.