Still thinking about her.
I still have my moments where I am constantly thinking about my Grandma....I guess in my mind I thought she would live forever. I always thought she was this tough and strong woman. I guessed wrong. It hurts me still to even think about her passing and how much pain she went thru. No one knows. Sorry, I watched her suffer and there wasn't anything I could do help relieve her pain. I held her hand at one point, and told her if I could take her pain away I would....she squeezed my hand so I know she heard me. I just keep wondering how long I am going to feel so lost without her?