U Gotta Be Kiddin Me

I have alot of anger and frustration right now built up, and in all honesty....I need something to change. I really do. Besides needing some weight loss supplements, I need some add'l changes to be made in my own home. I can't help but feel like I am stuck in one position all the time, or I am stuck on a merry go round. I just keep going in the same circles, over and over again. I really hate the way the things are going around here. Every bit of money we get, is spent on bills. I know its a every person type of deal but seriously, I would love to be able to go to the grocery store once a week and get groceries but that never happens!!! EVER! I can't afford groceries.

We've had record breaking low temps here. We are so used to having 100+ days here, and would you believe its been so beautiful these last couple of days. I mean, working outside type of weather. Actually right now, I would love to go outside and trim all the weeds around the house. I just might do that to get rid of some of this anger I have right now.

Yesterday at work, we were talking about scrapbooking and stuff. Well my friend Sandra, such a sweet young girl with a little girl is still very young and has so much to learn in life. She's only 19 with a baby. She was explaining her situation with the child's father. How she has kept all the notes, letters, pictures but had decided to rip them all up as it wasn't doing her any good. I reminded her, no matter what. To keep everything, save them for their daughter cause someday she's gonna want to know who her Daddy is. She's going to want to have an identity. Even though the Father won't take any DNA testing because he believes the child isn't his. Sad thing is, the baby looks just like him!! Then to find out, which really freaked me out. The Ex-Boyfriend Father of the Baby lives right next door to me. Oh it breaks my heart to know this and not say a word to my neighbors. We are supposed to get together and make up some scrapbooking pages. And how to do it without them knowing she's here.

All I've heard lately are the bad things that people are saying to other people. And frankly its starting to upset me. Why people are being so judgemental, thinking they are perfect and are Christians. A close friend of mine is paying the ultimate price of being a parent right now, as a situation had happened she stepped up took the responsibility and thinks that she is going to lose her kids. Well we all know in our hearts that everyone makes mistakes. Well a associate of her decided to judge her and tell her that no matter what, or how many people you have praying for the child, its the parent that needs to look to God for help. This parent also has her own religion and deals with that on her own, just because she doesn't go to church doesn't believe she has a God. This Associate started preaching the word of God to her, with verses and such. But yet when someone stepped up and stood up for my friend, she deleted and blocked her as a friend. WTH? This Associate isn't God, she started judging my friend and saying inappropriate things and then couldn't take the critizism. I believe my friend will make it thru this speed bump in the road because she has the most wonderful friends ever!!! God or no God...she's got us!!