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I fly out on August 6th to get my Son, I will be staying the night out there for two nights so I am a bit excited to be going. But even more excited about seeing my Son!!!! It will be a month exactly since seeing him and its been so rough for me. I had a few break downs but was able to make it thru them. I just miss him so much at this point. I can't wait!!!!

I found my carry on luggage bag for my trip. It was cheaper than the other store. So I am good to go. Now if I can just hold onto my money and not blow it. That's gonna be hard for me to do. But while at the store, I got some stuff that was so badly needed like Venus razors, body soap, Arm and Hammer Concentrated cleaner, new pair of shorts and a shirt. While in the beauty section by the way was a mad house. I felt like I was in the middle of a go kart race. So I hurried up because being surrounded by people in small places, I tend to get a little nervous that they are invading my space. I ended up running into the end cap that had some weight loss products on it. And with it, it had a sign with some nuphedra review posters. Which I thought was kinda cool, yet very informing to the public. I guess we all learn thru others if they had negative or positive reviews of their use of the product. Back to the chaos of the store, I got irritated at all the people in the store being so rude. I said very loudly, how much I hate this store because of all the rude people. Glad I am home. Hopefully tonight we will be going to the drive in.

I went into work bright and early this morning cause after the storm last night, I knew something was going to be amiss. Boy was I right. It was pretty bad, it took us over 2 hours to get it all cleaned up. I was surprised it literally picked up a storage closet and dropped it on top of the other one that was pushed over. At least its all cleaned for now. Hopefully no storm will hit in this next week...lol.

But after lunch today, normally I cannot eat out anymore. For some reason, any foods become a colon cleansing product for me and I know I have to make a visit to the restroom before I go anywhere. Its upsetting that it happens because I can no longer live a normal life. And tonight while at the store, it was difficult buying some food not knowing if its going to wreak havoc on my stomach later. I don't eat alot of junk food anymore. I have seriously cut back big time. Today was the first time in months I had a candy bar, a peppermint patty at that. So its not like its a high fat one and I enjoyed it with a ice cold water. For some reason, those two...go together like oreos and milk.

I had a moment today where I thought I was gonna lose it. I really miss my Son alot. I miss him so much I had to call just to hear his voice. I can't wait to touch, smell and feel him. I can't wait to have him back in my arms. Its hard to be away from him this long. I am going to make him whatever he wants for dinner the night he comes home. Actually we might go out to eat while we are in Arizona, someplace really cool. I need to do some research and look for some neat places to eat.

We were moving some shrubs around to where they can be seen by more customers instead of on the side. And my co-worker lost one of her earrings, it was really cute too. I thought they were heart pendant jewelry but they were a butterfly design. And they were gorgeous. Only she can where that stuff, I guess some people can where things better than others. Not me, I am not a big jewelry person like that. So I will leave that up to others to wear.

It all started around 8pm, we were informed of a massive thunderstorm to hit around 8:15pm. It sure did! It was awesome and then I posted on Facebook that our street was flooded...and OMG. They mentioned my name on the news..AHHHHHHHHHHH. Why me? I never asked that, just wanted to make sure because the Cop that started to drive thru almost stalled his car. Granted, if he stalls his car and there's an emergency that scares me for the elderly down the road from me. Other than that its been way wicked tonight. Purple and Green lightning. Kinda freaky if you know what I mean.

When we went to Chicago last month we ended up staying the night up in Chicago. And like everyone else, the media keeps us informed of outbreaks and other scary little critters that show up. I am such a worry wart about bringing little critters home with me. So I did a little research before my trip. Because of the hype about Bed Bugs and hotels. Totally grossed me out!!! I don't want them things, and I don't need them at my home. So finding out about those plastic bags that I had heard of previously and how they would work for me. So I did my homework found these bed bug encasement bags for traveling. I was able to use these bags for my suitcase and personal items. I put it inside the dresser they have in room, and I felt so safe it being in there than on the floor or in the closet, because in all honesty you don't know where those bed bugs actually hide besides the bed. Even though I do search the bed, under the sheets, and yes I do move the mattress to see if anything is in there. I know what to look for, so I felt a bit safer knowing I didn't see anything but still wanted to make sure!

My Boyfriend went and rented Watchmen. Well crap, we are in the midst of a Severe Thunderstorm. We have been warned all day of this. And our power has flickered but afraid that its gonna go. I am having thoughts of what happened last year. I would hate to lose our power again for days and days. I so hated that!!!!!

Went to lunch with my boyfriend today, I did really good. I ate only chicken and salad. I've been doing alot of walking lately. I wished I would of found some fat burner to help me lose weight. I am flying out to Arizona on August 6th and I want to make sure I fit in the airplane seat. I don't want to be embarassed when they say I need another seat. Oh that would hurt!!!!