U Gotta Be Kiddin Me

We have since decided to put our stuff in storage while we go out and look for a place to live. We figured it would be better to do that, then to take all our stuff out there and not have a place to take it too. I can't wait cause its a little over a month away.

A friend of mine, well family member decided they needed to lose a few pounds. In my eyes, I didn't see it. But the help he chose was supposely a good choice, its well marketed and ALOT of people have done those slimming pills review which in return done positive reviews on the pills. But I guess I am still leery on any type of pills, the first and last time I tried something like that., scared me with all the jitters. But I know they have come a long way since then.

I got a phone call last night from a dear friend of mine, she got two tickets to see Kenny Chesney. Oh, I am so excited. Granted I am not the biggest fan but man oh man....I don't mind watching that cowboy!

I am so not looking forward to him growing up on me, even though I know its unstoppable. In 5 days, he will be 12 years old. He's my precious baby boy growing into a handsome young man. And pretty soon he will be flying out to see his Dad in which he hasn't seen in a couple of months. I know he misses him, but he doesn't know how much I am going to miss him!!!!

A couple days ago when I was over at a friends home, she was discussing her daughters's ADHD, ODD and Anxiety issues with us and how she is fighting Social Security. She is unable to work beyond school because of how her daughter is. She is struggling being a single parent of two beautiful little girls, and having to go to doc appts. and other therapy appointments for her daughter, she was unaware that her daughter qualifies with her disabilities for social security disability. She made the statement that it all helps in the end but working part time is hard enough on her. So she is having to appeal of course but I may inform her that she may get add'l help too!

I really do, I have not been here. I have been dealing with an incident that occurred and being the true friend I am, I have been there for this person who has needed someone in their time of need. Things are getting better, as its a stepping stone for this person and what has occurred. I am proud of her and for how she is handling things. I don't think I could be that strong.

But in the last couple of weeks, I've been under a severe amount of stress. With this move, I did not realize how much was involved with all of this. I am on a mission to get bills paid off, get things packed, and work my arse off in the meantime. I feel so overwhelmed. Then I get family that try to say, oh you will be back or this is a mistake. I guess what irritates me the most is. Its these same people who don't see my Son on a daily basis and see the changes he's going thru. These people aren't the ones that see the saddness in his eyes and heart of how much he misses his Father right now. No matter what, my Son comes first and he loves his Father unconditionally. Its a bond that can't be broken, and I am not about to be the one to break it. I decided to move clear across the United States so my Son can still be close with his Father. Yes, it was a difficult decision but I know its the right one. My Son is at a very difficult age right now, and I know with him turning into a teenager this year is going to be even harder....and its the time I will need his Father to be there for him as well. I don't get a break anymore from my Son like we used to when his Father lived here. Its going to be hard to without my Son come July when he's staying with his Dad while we move out there. I have issues being away from him for periods of time. After all.....I always wanted kids and he's my miracle child. Oh and I love him to pieces. Well, nothing is getting done with me just sitting here. Its rainy, nasty here with a nice storm rolling in. Which is ok, cause it makes my job easier at work!!