U Gotta Be Kiddin Me

But in the last couple of weeks, I've been under a severe amount of stress. With this move, I did not realize how much was involved with all of this. I am on a mission to get bills paid off, get things packed, and work my arse off in the meantime. I feel so overwhelmed. Then I get family that try to say, oh you will be back or this is a mistake. I guess what irritates me the most is. Its these same people who don't see my Son on a daily basis and see the changes he's going thru. These people aren't the ones that see the saddness in his eyes and heart of how much he misses his Father right now. No matter what, my Son comes first and he loves his Father unconditionally. Its a bond that can't be broken, and I am not about to be the one to break it. I decided to move clear across the United States so my Son can still be close with his Father. Yes, it was a difficult decision but I know its the right one. My Son is at a very difficult age right now, and I know with him turning into a teenager this year is going to be even harder....and its the time I will need his Father to be there for him as well. I don't get a break anymore from my Son like we used to when his Father lived here. Its going to be hard to without my Son come July when he's staying with his Dad while we move out there. I have issues being away from him for periods of time. After all.....I always wanted kids and he's my miracle child. Oh and I love him to pieces. Well, nothing is getting done with me just sitting here. Its rainy, nasty here with a nice storm rolling in. Which is ok, cause it makes my job easier at work!!