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Archive for April, 2009

Still feeling the effects of this..

Awful Flu that I caught somewhere. I am hoping that it goes away very soon, I woke up again last around 11pm, because I honestly don't remember going to bed. I don't remember my Son going to bed or my Boyfriend. Its been weird. I do remember something the other day while out and about with my Son at the store, he came across a phamplet with gay travel on the cover and of course he asked what it meant because he's at that tender age of learning everything. So I explained what I could to him, and explained everyone should be treated equally and should be entitled to equal treatment no matter where they are.

I feel like crap still.

It needs to stop. Seriously. Whatever this 12-24 hour flu BS is, really needs to get out of my system. And right now, I honestly feel like I am going to upchuck again. I don't want too. Please don't let it happen. It hurts to bad to even move and to type this.

I should of.

Really thought about things today and last night. I've been in the worst shape ever. I ended up eating part of a pork chop and stuffing last night....but I didn't eat it all. I didn't feel right. So about 9:27pm last night I felt this urge to get sick, ran to the bathroom and that's what started my night of NO sleep. So maybe I should of taken health insurance lead and followed up on it. But NOOOO I dealt with the pain and suffering.

Just a quickie…

Had a fun day, went to my meeting then off to work. I love, LOVE being in charge of myself. When I say that, I mean I am my own boss. Make my own hours, leave when I want...etc. But did travel to another store a little ways a way...met some new people which is hard for me to do. I kinda get paranoid with people. But it was ok. Stopped down at my store, picked up stuff to work on at home. I am off tomorrow. But for now. THE RACE IS ON in Phoenix...which happens to be near where we are moving. I am so excited.....Come on JIMMIE JOHNSON!!!!!! Let's Get This!!!!

Busy day again…

Tomorrow morning I have a meeting at 9am with my Pampered Chef director and my team.  My Director is so awesome.  So very nice.  I can't wait!!!!  I am also having a party on May 2 for my open house, there is a thing going on for a few days.  I may do something really nice for the people who place orders with me, still trying to figure something out.  Maybe a free gift with a purchase of $40 or more, along with any specials that are on special at that time.  And since its Cancer Awareness Month, there are some great  deals going on which also benefits a program that Pampered Chef handles.  I know I am making my contribution, because I do have family that has been touched by the evil dragon.  I have my order ready to go....I think tomorrow I am going to make up some invites for my party.  I would like to see what I can do to help with Cancer Awareness and raise as much money as I can.

Yah baby yah!!!

What a beautiful day today was. It started out great, and its gonna go out great. The weather itself was just amazing. We haven't have very many days like this, so I took all in that I could. I went to training, then off to work for a couple hours. I am so excited. On my way to training, I had to call my housing to see if my housing will work in Arizona...and to my surprise it will. So that helps me. I am so happy, I lost sleep last night all worried about it. I am sitting in my room at the moment, relaxing with the kitties, watching them sleep and the little beggars outside the window begging for birdy food.

In training at the moment!

I am in training using my iPod touch at the hotel. Pretty cool I think. Also found our some good news too!

While at the GYM…

The other day, while sitting in the hot tub relaxing. I was thinking about the best diet pills because of all these women walking in looking all trim and tight. I was mad jealous. Then I came across a picture of myself yesterday and it really made me cringe. I was mad at myself. I cried to myself later on.   Someday...I will be my former skinny self again.

I could NOT imagine…

The pain and heartbreak this Mother named Heather is going thru at this very moment. I do not know if I could handle what she's been handed to her within the past couple of weeks. I simply do not think I could handle... I try to handle death in a very different way. I do not know why it happens. I hear all kinds of stories on why, when, where... but the one real question is WHY? Is it necessary? Why does it happen to some, and not to others? Why is it that some Mothers are forced to bury their babies, when they haven't even had a chance to grow into a beautiful adult? Why is it, that those babies don't get the chance to have families themselves? Its not fair!!! I then hear answers like, well maybe God needed them... It was their time. You cannot control your death. Live with it and get on with your life. I don't like them words. So instead I block out the negativity and think to myself. God knew, that person or child needed more than what was given to him or her. And didn't want them to suffer, so he took them under his wing...even though it has caused great heartache and pain within others....he was doing what was right. Because HE KNEW. I've been reading Heather's Blog for the past couple of days, learning of her birth, her time in the NICU, and so far...each day...brings me tears to my eyes...knowing the evitable. I do not know Heather or any of her family but have learned about her thru other bloggers. So please pray for her and her family....

Times a changing.

Its seems like time is moving so fast but sitting at a stand still. In response to Leanne, a dear friend she asked where we are moving too. We are moving to Arizona, so my Son can still be close with his Father. When my Son first found out he was moving, he changed almost over night. I saw a different side of my Son and frankly it scared me. So with ALOT of thinking and going over and over things, we decided it was time for a change and hopefully a change of scenery would be great for ALL of us. Granted, I am going to miss all my Nieces and Nephews more than anything, along with everyone else in my family. I know our times together will mean more to me than ever. And I cherish the time even more now. I am going to be getting alot of videos of birthdays, and get togethers. I am looking forward to a change of pace, change of weather and learning new areas. I think my boyfriend is looking forward too!!!