U Gotta Be Kiddin Me This is a blog about me, my life and my family!

I came home about 12:30 today, tried calling my Mom to see if she was gonna be home. After our conversation last night, something inside of me told me to go be with her. But I was so tired and worn out I had no energy. So today, my Dad had called and I asked where my Mom was and he said over at my Sisters house. Ok, that's cool I am not going to call and bother her. So finally later on she calls me and I ask if she is heading home anytime soon. She says yes. So I sit and wait for her. I haven't seen my Mom in awhile and yes I truly miss her. I want to spend some time with her. But I guess, as usual me being the oldest I have always had to share my time with her and to not be selfish, I always let my younger brother and Sisters go first. I just wonder when will it be my time? She needed me last night, and I want to be there for her. But I feel so lost right now, and hurt. But not by her just by what is going on. And I just miss her. So much!!!!!