I could NOT imagine…
The pain and heartbreak this Mother named Heather is going thru at this very moment. I do not know if I could handle what she's been handed to her within the past couple of weeks. I simply do not think I could handle...
I try to handle death in a very different way. I do not know why it happens. I hear all kinds of stories on why, when, where... but the one real question is WHY? Is it necessary? Why does it happen to some, and not to others? Why is it that some Mothers are forced to bury their babies, when they haven't even had a chance to grow into a beautiful adult? Why is it, that those babies don't get the chance to have families themselves? Its not fair!!! I then hear answers like, well maybe God needed them... It was their time. You cannot control your death. Live with it and get on with your life. I don't like them words. So instead I block out the negativity and think to myself. God knew, that person or child needed more than what was given to him or her. And didn't want them to suffer, so he took them under his wing...even though it has caused great heartache and pain within others....he was doing what was right. Because HE KNEW.
I've been reading Heather's Blog for the past couple of days, learning of her birth, her time in the NICU, and so far...each day...brings me tears to my eyes...knowing the evitable. I do not know Heather or any of her family but have learned about her thru other bloggers. So please pray for her and her family....