U Gotta Be Kiddin Me

In the past couple of days with the way things are going. I am changing some important things in my life. On Monday, I am going to apply at a company that is hiring. I have good feelings about it and I am doing it. Even though I don't have my Van fixed yet. I am still going. This is something I have to do. This is something I must do. I want to get things paid off and out of my hair. I am completely frustrated on getting the bills paid then losing my Van and not having the funds to fix it. Every little bit of money I get in the next couple of days is going towards fixing my van. The food bill is what is hard. Especially when we have the BF's kids the oldest is a growing boy and can eat us out of house and home. Last night we ordered two large pizzas from Papa Johns and it was gone. I am flabbergasted by how fast the food goes around here. WOW.

Here's to hoping that everyone had a safe and sound New Years. I, myself stayed home in the comfort of my Son, my BF and his two kids. We stayed up til' midnight watching the ball drop in New York then off to lalaland I went. Granted I do not drink and refuse to do so because A. I don't like NOT being in control of my body. and B. it really makes you look stupid. I have my own issues on people drinking to a state of oblivion. To me, its stupid. The people who control and don't abuse I am kinda ok with. But the kids had a blast, nothing like playing the Wii and celebrating with Sparkling White Grape Juice.