U Gotta Be Kiddin Me This is a blog about me, my life and my family!

You know it always seems to get worse this time of year. I signed up last month to receive a Thanksgiving basket because I knew we wouldn't have any money for extra food this month. I sat home and waited all day. Come to find out they gave it to the wrong house. Granted I should be thankful it went to someone else who I thought needed it. But instead this person has now gotten two baskets. And I know he doesn't need all that food because its just him and his one child. I shouldn't be so selfish right now, still it irritates me because there are five of us here and its very limited as it is. Especially when you take time out of your day to sign up for help, and me being so embarassed to even ask for help. It was like a slap in the face. We do not have anything for Thanksgiving, as we are going to my Boyfriends parents house but I do not like going empty handed. I know this sounds like a pity post. I don't want it to sound like that at all. But why is it the people who don't need the help always get it and the people who ask for help just get overlooked?