U Gotta Be Kiddin Me

Why is it that someone all of a sudden stops talking to you without giving you reason? Friendships mean alot to me, but I guess I will never know.   And I can only hope the best for this person and hope all is well with their lives.  It breaks my heart not knowing what I did wrong, because the funny part is...I haven't been online period lately due to personal reasons.  So if I could get the answer of what I did, it would be appreciated.  Out of respect for this person, their name will never be revealed because I still do respect this person as they were a wonderful person to talk too.

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For the past couple of days, I've been feeling blue, bitchy, moody and whatever else. Every little thing just pisses me off right now. I cried over watching the news today about the Eagle this Man raise, let him fly by him while he has his parachute he flew with the eagle right by his side. Then I cried over the Boy Scout camp that was devastated on my Son's Birthday this year in Iowa. How they rebuilt the Rangers house and a couple was there who lost their Son. I just started crying because its such an emotional time for them. For their Son to be involved in a organization, then to have his life taken away doing what he enjoyed. It scares me for my OWN Son. He loves his Boy Scouts, this past weekend he spent camping with his Dad at the Scout camp. They did alot of bb gun, sling shot activities and other guns. Now I don't approve of Gun stuff whatsoever. But I feel if he is taught the correct way, to learn about safety I think it would put my mind at ease because I absolutely HATE guns. We have another campout this weekend for HALT, which is Halloween at Loud Thunder. Its supposed to get really cold come Friday Night. I have a feeling, We may be coming home. Its supposed to be colder than the two nights we spent at the other camp ground in April which was pretty cold. I got to get up and make dinner. We are having pork chops. We have two left, one for me and one for my Son. Then maybe some mac n cheese. Sounds gooooood to me.

I just realized watching the news that Charles Gibson from ABC news was in town all weekend long. He went to Ross's which is a popular restaurant right off the I74 Bridge. He went to farm and road in a combine, which he's never done. But I thought it was extremely cool because he spoke of Ross's Magic Mountain dinner plate. After that he may need a orovo detox because its such a fattening meal. And as the news anchor said, its best eaten at about 2:30 in the morning. I am serious people. From what I was told, I never had one. They are extremely fattening but very delish. Someday, I may make it over there and try one. I just avoid the bridge all together. But to either to get to either Davenport or Bettendorf, IA. Its one of the three bridges to cross but the closest to me. The lanes are very narrow, two lanes each way. But seperated in the middle. I guess its a bridge you have to experience. Well, I still have some laundry to finish. As my Son needs his sheet for his mattress and here its 10:20pm...OOPS.

All the walking we did. Parking was such a nightmare. I was so not in my comfort zone. I am glad I didn't drive. I would of had no patience for all the traffic. But Marsha was sure a trooper. The ladies that was with us were talking about not having to use any exercise equipment after yesterday. We walked, and walked. The first time around we had to walk at least two blocks away. It was funny my friend Dawn and I would walk around all the booths, and be done. Waiting. The other two ladies with us, would go into every single booth and look at every single item. They took forever but they got some good buys too. I couldn't believe that I bought 3 pairs of socks for three dollars either. I wish I had more money I would of bought more socks. I wish I had more money period I saw so much stuff. Rustic stuff as well.

Yesterday. We went on a road trip, it was my friend Dawn, her Mom, her Mom's friend and Daughter. We went on the Spoon River Drive. Basically it was a HUGE, HUGE flea markets in all these little towns south of us. We only made it to 4 of the little towns. The first one we went to was cool. I couldn't believe how many people were there. We got there right at 8:00am they were just opening. And all the crafty places, then we came across one that had baby clothes which kinda surprised me because basically every booth was all crafts. Then there was the boy scout popcorn booth. Nothing like having a boy ask to buy popcorn when my OWN Son is selling popcorn. I think my favorite part of the whole trip was the best ribeye sandwich ever for less five bucks. It was awesome. Then these nachos we split...oh my goodness. I am so in heaven right now thinking about them things. Well today is "get the house cleaned" day. So gotta run.

And it seems their insurance company is doing a number on them. I won't mention the name but it definitely doesn't stand up to their motto. So I think my parents really need to find a new car insurance company. I do know too I have to find a new car insurance place as well. I am getting extremely stressed right now. Some things have happened today and financially...I am in trouble. I have to figure out some things to do. I just may go thru some of my stuff, well scrapbooking items and sell. There are some items, that I simply do not use anymore.

While at a meeting the other night, I noticed the boys who at that funny stage in their lives where they get acne like crazy. I actually totally forgot how bad some kids get it. I couldn't help notice this one kid had this huge monster of a white head on his forehead. Oh my goodness. The other boys were making fun of him. I felt bad, I wanted to see if he was treating it with any acne treatments or something. Well I think I should stop talking about acne and stuff, I know its going to happen with my Son very soon here. And now its 7pm my show is on. Yay!!!!

I was browsing online last night at the different groups on a website and happen upon a tattoo and body piercing group. I was checking out the really cool tattoos that the different have. I envy the people who have larger tattoos. I could never do it. I like my little tattoos. Then there was this body piercing group. What I would give to have a little body jewelry but since I don't have the body I will deal with it. Maybe its something I should think about if I ever want to lose weight that maybe I can do something really crazy. I think my family would get a kick out of that. My one Sister I think still has her belly button pierced I can't remember. I do know she had to take it out when she got pregnant.

For what, I don't know. I am sitting here just got off the phone with my Son's Father. I try to keep him informed about school happenings like pictures and stuff. For some reason my email isn't sending out emails. They but they are not getting there. Makes no sense. Its really pissing me off. Tomorrow is going to be a busy day, yet again. After I drop my boyfriends Son off at his marching band practice I have to head over to my friends office to pick up some paperwork, Its nice being able to be given a opportunity to help her and make a few dollars. Depending on how huge this stack is she described to me last night. And what I find amazing is, when people know that you are laid off from work. They think that your available to do whatever. But what little they know is, we end up with so many things to do that its difficult to find time for ourselves. Because we are so busy doing so many things. Next week, I have a plan and that is to get things done around here. My ultimate goal is to get this house organized. Upstairs and down. I want it where I can find items if needed. There is paperwork I need to find for my BF. Well I am turning this thing off....yet again.