U Gotta Be Kiddin Me

Days I will own enough pairs of pants. I only own like 2 pairs. I like my pants to be comfortable, I don't own the Manolo Blahnik collection but what I do own is all I have. I am extremely picky of my clothes. I can't afford a whole lot so I deal with what I have. I am so exhausted right now its not even funny. I am about to fall down and pass out. Tomorrow morning I have to go over to my friends house and help her paint a room. I want to be able to help her as much as possible. If I can get ONE room done, it will help her tremendously. I do have to remind myself to call the doctor and get a refill for my Son's medicine. Its coming to the end of the month so I know its time for refill. Well, I am so tired. Going to bed, I have to get up early. I promised my Son to stop for breakfast in the morning.

About my Son. Earlier while at my friends house. He was outside and he come walking in the door. He looked at me and said that he fell and hit his head really hard. And that he had a really bad headache. I know anytime a kid hits their head they are not to rest or sleep. So its been a couple hours later, he came home went to his room, and turned his TV on. He hasn't said a word, and went to sleep. Its not like him. So I am going to check on him here after I publish this post. I am worried.

My Son got into a fight with my friend Dawn's Nephew. They totally bump heads, because their personalities are so much alike that they fight. And tonight was the end of the rope for me. My Son, my sweet Son actually bite him and broke skin. I am so not happy right now. For how badly I want to help her, I cannot have my Son and her Nephew in the same house/yard. Her family is trying so hard to get her moved in by this weekend. Her house has four bedrooms, but one of the room she is turning into a TV room/Game Room but not sure about the home theater furniture because that room isn't very big. But her kitchen is HUGE. I am sure she will get into the house by this weekend.

I've been helping my friend get her house painted. She has so much more work to do. It seems like a never ending battle for her. So frustrating for her right now. For me...I am torn right now.

Last week when I went for my employment screening appt. I left one of my papers down there at the office. I have looked everywhere for this piece of paper. It had the number of the lady I am supposed to call for the Health Fair next week. I did however email my director and she will get me her number because I have to make sure all my bases are covered. I will say, My Mom has made a comment to me about being so busy. Alot of people don't realize that when your laid off work, they think that you have nothing to do which means you can cater to their needs. But, its the opposite. Your so busy, its a never ending ploy. It happens, and then when people ask you to do things for them and your busy they get all moody with you. This is the way life is, accept it and move on. I am busy every single day, whether its working online or running errands, picking my Son up from school or Scouts. I am busy.

Its been several days since I drove my van, I love my baby but for the safety of others. I chose not to drive, because of not having brake lights it was deemed not safe. I was scared out of my mind the night it happened as I had the kids with me and it was dark. So today, hopefully its getting fixed.

Next week, I will have a booth set-up with the company that I am a Independent Consultant with at a Open House/Health Fair. I am really excited about this. But I was thinking last night of all the items I need to take with me. I know I am going to need tons of pens especially if I want to get business. I wish I had pens that had my name and number on them. I really want to make a go of this business while I can. I know my director quit her job to do this full time and she lives in the most beautiful house ever. That is my goal, to become a more strong person and be more outgoing and have some fun already. With the way my week has been going, it has to get better. It has too. I am about to rumble thru some paper work and get some more stuff together. So much to do, so little time.