U Gotta Be Kiddin Me This is a blog about me, my life and my family!

I know sometime today, we are heading out on the road. There is a huge warship that was docked here in town, well it moved up river and now I would like for my Boyfriends kids get the chance to see it. But then afterwards, I really need to get my house some what cleaned up, I would like to find a Ladybug steam cleaners to do my carpets because its not been done since I moved in. And I would like to remove some of the dust and cat hairs from the floor. Tomorrow is my Daddy's Birthday. He has no clue on what may or may not happen. I am making him his favorite meal tomorrow for his birthday. I also thought about getting a birthday cake for him, as he does so much for us kids. It should be a day for him. A special day at that. I think it will be a good day for him.

Around 1am, I kept thinking about my Mom.  I know she is fine but I know in her mind she is going to worry now about the rain and motorcycles.  It seems to have that affect that anytime someone gets into an accident that is what happens.  I may have to run and get me a capresso to help wake me up. I did not want to get up this morning, it felt so good to sleep with the windows open and a gentle breeze. Well I finally rolled out of bed, waited for my boyfriend to get out of the shower, sat down and told him what happened with my Mom last night. Then ran my Son to school. So now I am sitting here. Bored out of my mind. Wishing for a miracle.

This happens to me everynight.  I have a tendency to think about others, their situations and there's a couple of people I am worried about right now.  I don't know them personally but reading their blogs for the past couple of years, I have learned quite a bit about them and their families.  And knowing the situation and what has been handed to them. I wish I could wiggle my nose and make things a bit better for them. As for my Mom, we have our disagreements every so often but tonight.  She didn't have the best of nights at work nor coming home from work.  I am sure she will blog about it because its something you need to talk about.  Its better to talk about it.  She had went to the store to pay a bill, then as she was leaving she was in an accident and it wasn't her fault but she feels as if it was.  When the pavement is wet, you are to be in total control of your vehicle at all times.  And the guy that was driving the motorcycle had already fell on his bike and my Mom just so happen to be there when it happened.  He had actually hit my Mom, damaged the front end of her blazer.  There so much more to say, and I really need to get to bed.  But needless to say, this man threw a fit in front of my Mom, sent my Mom into a panic which it would of happened to anyone.  So now, my Mom has this guilt, which she needs to stop having as it wasn't her fault.  She is ok, but very shook up.

That I should not be so judgemental on things.  And that I need to take a step back and look at things without having a opinion.  I do that offen, and I need to stop.  My friend Dawn is such a open spirit, and I see how people look at her and treat her differently from myself.  I...always have a pissed off look on my face.  Why,  I don't know.  So I try my hardest to have a smile and not judge a person who may be having a bad day.  But then I get these stupid people who drive with their flippin' phones attached to their ears and they drive 20mph on the road and NOT paying attention.  Those people, just irritate the crap out of me...period.    I am sitting here, taking breaks here and there.  I am in clean mode.  I am tired of seeing the stacks of junk in my closets.  Tired I say.  So I am going thru box by box. I will be organizing my scrapbooking items to a little bit more organized.  I will be going to the resale shops here on Friday, I have it set in my mind on what I am looking for.  I have ribbons that I want to have hang but I need a small dowel rod and something to hang it by.  I have an idea, and I hope it works.  In a few minutes here, I am going to put some hooks into a piece of board to hang some of my scissors.  Yes, I want to be organized and have everything at a arms length.  Well, its not getting done with me being on the laptop.

Cause I was thinking about the Hurricane and hoping that everyone is safe. I know my credit card company is located in the hurricane area. I was searching for their new credit card blog to see about making payments and if they accepting payments while this storm is going on. I would hate to make payments and they lose power along with my payment. I would hate for that to happen. My weekend went quickly, but still not feeling 100%. I was up most of the night in the bathroom. My stomach feeling all queasy.  I simply do not know why everything I eat causes my stomach to turn.  My sinuses have been acting up too.  I blame the hurricane...yes..the hurricane.  Its such a widespread storm the southern tip of Illinois is getting hit by the outer storm bands.