I am stuck in a rut.

  • Posted on August 17, 2008 at 6:59 pm
And I can't get out. I am losing patience in everything I do. I am losing patience in people. I hate slow drivers. I hate it when the store runs out of ice. My boyfriend just pisses me off. I am tired of pleasing everyone else. Just tired .....PERIOD. It seems when you are not working people take advantage of you and think that its ok too. I am simply done. From now on. The word is going to be NO. NO. NO. Not doing any favors for anyone whatsoever. I simply cannot afford to do so. Especially when I do something for someone, expect to be paid on a agreement we had. And of course it never happens especially in a time that I needed it the most. I was supposed to go to Chicago to see a family member who is on life support. And it didn't happen. I have bills just like the rest of use and anyone who has a house. My light bill had to be paid on Friday no matter what. I used my entire Child Support check which was half the bill amount. Which leaves me with no gas money whatsoever this week to get my Son back and forth to school. SO until then. This is going to be my life. I am not putting up with no more shit from anyone. I am simply done. And that's it. Now and forever.

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