U Gotta Be Kiddin Me

I am sitting in the dark here and I know its really bad for your eyes. But there is no lighting fixtures besides in the kitchen and dining room...oh and the bathroom. So I have a floor lamp and a table lamp but it doesn't give much lighting. I have yet to turn one on, my eyes have been bothering me though lately. I went to the doc this morning and I have a irritation in my left eye which she thinks is connected to the sunburn I go last Saturday. I know my lip is connected. Because this happened once before when I was overexposed and my lip swelled severely and blistered. So now I have medicine for my lip and my eyes. Which if my eyes don't get better then I will be referred to a eye doc. That right there...scares me.

Last night, and it was so nice to hear from her. Well it was yesterday cause I was eating a bowl of cereal and some toast. Of course they both got soggy cause I much rather of talked to her. Well it was my friend Courtney, she lived here in the QC a couple of years ago and moved back home to get her life straightened out. And she did. She did a complete turn around in her life and is in a great relationship. I am so proud of her. She is a manager at a video store, almost divorced and extremely happy. She was telling me that next month I think she is going to Las Vegas to celebrate her friend's 21st Birthday. She never mentioned anything about booking any vegas hotels but I am sure she has. I know where she lives is only a couple of hours away from Vegas. Three hours to be exact. Oh lucky her. I wish I could go to Vegas to spend some time with her but I know that will never happen.

Seriously people, where has my life gone? I sleep, eat, work, sleep, eat, etc...it repeats itself every single day. My Son misses me so much its not funny. We have been trying to spend as much time together as possible. He got Legos Indiana Jones for his Birthday and we have been working together to conquer all the parcel boxes and treasure boxes. He is almost done. I guess I need to take a lesson from myself and start listening to my inner self. I messed up this last Saturday when I didn't put enough sunscreen on myself and now I am paying for it. My lip is sunburned to a second degree. It has medicine on it right now and my left eye....is irritated beyond anything imaginable. It hurts. It burns. So now I am about to go put some medicine into my eye and relax. Doc says I need to relax and rest my eye for it to heal. If its not better within a week then I will be referred to a opthamologist. She is concerned for the eye itself.