U Gotta Be Kiddin Me

I simply refuse to watch a certain movie, and that movie is The Perfect Storm. It takes me back to when I was married. It reminds me of how I failed in my marriage. It hurts to watch it. Because for one, my Ex Husband never really loved me like I wanted him too. And it still hurts to this day. Cause I see that I wasted so much of my life with him. Only wanting one thing from him. That was love. Little did I know what Love really was. Seriously. little did I know.

Like right now, I am sitting here in tears still. I actually cried outloud..hoping I didn’t wake my Son…lol. How sad am I right now?

Said she is looking for baby bedding
for her baby crib. I had a nice set for her. But due to the move, everything got shuffled around and things got lost. It was a beautiful set. So now I need to see if I can’t help her find some nice sets. Her little girl needs a nice bed with some nice bedding. Speaking of, she stopped by the other night. I got some cute little pictures of that little sweet baby girl. She had the most beautiful brown eyes. And her smile is just wonderful. I love it.

Well, its getting super late here. To me its almost 11pm and that’s pretty late for me. I am tired for some reason. I took today off. Enjoyed it with my Son. Since it was his Birthday, I bought him his game that he loves. He’s been playing all day. I started playing the game with him, and it was so much fun playing the Lego’s Indian Jones game.

I do..right now. I am depressed. I am lonely. I am bored. AND I am overweight. What can I do about all these things. Exercise more and lose weight. You think that if I did that, then things would be all peachy right?

No, its not that easy. I’ve been trying for the past couple of years to lose weight. Just like everyone else in this world. Its not easy. I need help or something. Maybe I should look into that Leptovox. I’ve only just heard of it, but still would like to learn more about it and hear about any negative side effects versus the positive ones. From past experiences amongst people, I want to make sure I learn about any type of weight loss aid as much as possible.

And of course he won. He was so excited about racing the Mascot, who by the way fell flat on his/her face at the beginning. I totally missed his fall. But my Nephew sure ran like there was no tomorrow.

We don’t have the Cubs/Cards/Red Sox or anything like that. Just the basball team from around here. This video is the Grand Finale after we beat the Peoria Chiefs. It was sweet. For warning, it may be loud so watch your speakers….