About life, in general. How testing it can be. These last couple of weeks have been very trying and not sure how to handle things. I really can’t go into detail but maybe I should find out about some Outer Banks rentals and get out of town for awhile. I don’t handle a high amount of stress very well. I just know that things will get better but its going to take some time.
In other news, my Sister got the remains of her dog Macey back. I think it was hard for her to go and get her knowing it wasn’t going to be the same. But at least she is home. It was hard on lil’ man Kyle. I told him Macey was coming home and he goes…”Macey all better, her come home to play? I kiss her!”. Its hard to explain to a 6 year old that their family dog who’s been with them for over 9 years is not physically there but in a box/urn. He started crying for the first time. I honestly think he is like his Daddy and hides his emotions. Poor little guy!!!
Cleaning today and I noticed all the dust and stuff in the air. It was making me sneeze like crazy. I think we need a couple of air cleaners
to get this place cleaned out. Lol. With my boyfriend having asthma its that time of year that his attacks start happening. He “used” to be allergic to cats well for some reason he no longer is allergic. Sweet.
He used to have really bad attacks living at the last place. Not kidding you. I felt like sometimes we would end up going for a breathing treatment. He gets to the point of actually umm. Well I better not say here its not appropriate.
The lighting here in the house isn’t the greatest. We have two ceiling fans, one in the kitchen and one in the dining room. I wish there was some chandeliers or something. Nowadays it seems ceiling fans are so gaudy looking unless they are more up to date. Our bathroom light really needs to be updated. They are bad, bad. Actually everything in this house needs updated. I don’t think the landlord really things about it. He’s not too bright in my book. All he sees are money signs. But its falling apart by my book. The gutters have no end caps so when it rains it pours every where, even worse when it freezes. Anyway, I see that supper is close to being done.
My body is trying to get back into normalcy. And that wonderful visitor is here on her monthly visit and for some reason. I feel like I need to purchase some incontinence supplies cause I constantly feel like I am having accidents. BUT I am not. Makes no sense. I honestly hate these times of the month. Its not for me, I sometimes feel like I wished I was born a man…but then again. NO WAY.
I am not as moody though this time around. I am usually a mean evil person and people usually cannot stand being around me. Even my own Son. I can’t blame him. My poor boyfriend…brave soul he is. Just puts up with me and turns away when I start getting into my moods. I don’t understand his patience just yet. He has an incredible amount of patience. I thank goodness…he has them. Lol.
So far now, I have had two different auctions, two different sellers. First one messed up and shipped the wrong thing. I call, NO answer, message box is full so I can’t leave a message then I sent 3 messages and they keep replying send pictures to prove wrong item. I am about to drive to that damn place and throw a fit. THEN, I pay for a game and don’t hear anything. So I send a message and they tell me they are shipping it First Class. Well uh. I paid for Priority….it should be here within 2-3 days and I didn’t pay for First Class that takes 5-9 business days. So here I am and I sent a message back to them asking to reimburse me the difference for the postal costs. Don’t mess with me and my money folks.
So now I am about to send another message to the other people, to just refund me my money back. Since they can’t seem to get their shit together.