U Gotta Be Kiddin Me This is a blog about me, my life and my family!

Today will be a busy day, I can finally pay on my bills.  I am excited yet sad because of certain people in my life are having either a tough time or Cancer has taken over their lives.  I am still thinking about my Mom's friend Kim.  She went and saw him on Weds. , and she was very sad.  He was incoherent, didn't know she was there.  I know that upset my Mom a great deal.   And for me, I asked how long did she think he will go on and she mentioned not long.   I hope and pray he isn't suffering at this time, but anyone who has suffered with it knows better.  Then the other bad news my Grandma, my Mom's Mom.  She has battled against the demon beast not once but twice.  And guess what is haunting her again, we aren't for sure yet but will find out Monday.  I am hoping its just a shadow on the film.   Why can't there be a more safe and less pain filling treatment for cancer.   Why can't there be a cure?  Why do we get these mountains to climb, in order to survive and keep going?  I can't help but not believe and have no faith in life.  But I have to, for my Mom.  She is my Rock, she is MY best friend and no matter what I love her.  Even though I am not up my Mom's butt all the time.....AHEM...my sisters are constantly.  I feel I have given her enough grief in life. Then we have another speed bump in the family, which cannot be discussed on here.  It deals with other issues and I hope that it gets worked out.  I really do. As for my other Grandma, she is doing good.  She goes back to the doc on the 28th for her results of her stress test.   I think she will hear some positive news because I am sure if it was anything important like last time the appt. would of been sooner.  The last time she had the test, that day by that night she was being admitted to the hospital for open heart surgery and testings.   She is a strong woman, there fore means so much to me.  My Papaw, I will have to say is her Angel in disguise.  If it wasn't for his own health issues my Grandma's would never of been diagnosed.  I will keep this updated with any new updates.  I love my new blog!!!!